My grandfather is close to dying with cancer. He can no longer talk and cannot move. We had the whole family over and I had a meltdown. Many people tried to comfort me. When I stopped crying, they all asked if I was OK. I lied and told them yes. When I wanted to say no, I’m not OK and I need all of you to try to help me be OK, but I couldn’t. I believe tonight I won’t be getting much sleep.
Love, with teary eyes,